mixed EMOTIONS

WOW.. Today was really a day filled with many different yet 'bertentangan' emotions..

when i first woke up, which was at 5 am

i took my bath feeling drained out

after taking my bath and drying my hair, i turned on my computer

went on facebook, and i saw a new writting..

a writting to me.. 

read it and i felt so .. in awe? happy? encouraged? i don't know how to describe..

but it was a really good feeling =)

i quickly wrote it down on a piece of paper, stuffed it in my pocket, and went to class..

felt so light and energized..

then i saw the new lower six peeps..

felt nostalgic.. 

remembered how i was when i first came..

then during recess, a few things happened in the library..

felt stressed and pity..

okay.. up til now, you guys prolly think, wah.. eunice mood swings so geng wan...

then after that, went home, had a headache.. got a msg

was shocked and worried and just plain worried..

then went for lunch with a friend..

felt happier..

then a call came.. someone voice.. familiar.. but the voice was crying..

heart dropped.. worried.. sad.. and just clueless on what to do..

went home, restless yet drained out again..

read the writting again, ENERGIZED !

then msges came..

worried.. frantic..

after that.. dinner..

then feelingless for the rest of the time until a few hours ago..

felt pity for the sister.. 

then worried again..

read te writting again..

this time..

HAPPY =)

lets hope the day end this way.

p/s however, still worried over her.. May God Bless you and may His Angels watch over you. We all love you and hope to see you recover soon ! Take Care and GET WELL SOON !!

And to the family, May God and His angels comfort you in this time of despair and worry. Look up  to Him for strength and remember that his mercies are new every morning =D