and okay.. since a few people have been bugging me to post some pictures of the NCO Christmas Dinner... i will put up a few... enjoy..

Ka Weng and i

Maka and i. ( doesn't he look drunk? )

er.. no comment..

I'm bringing sexy back!! YEAH!

First attempt.. but ka weng spoilt it wit a monkey head

Sean Joel, Girlfriend and i =)

It was supposed to be only Matt, Huey Sing, Daniel and i

Girlfriends =D

The Group Picture

Officers and SSGTs .. and one random LCPL..

FOOD!!

LOL.. Sean's present to the three of them.. Don't you think maka looks like a grandma and Huey Sing looks like maid?? HEHE..

Girls.

We had no Pierce Brosnan, so we settled for Ian XP

the gorgeouses.

Ka Weng looks like a dad showing off his daughters.

the ssgts..

erm.. ssgts again..

the girlfriend =)

there.. =D now im waiting for new year's eve party!! oh wait.. new year's eve AND new year's PARTY =))))) can't wait ..

bah bi boo bah!!!
i feel happy =)


wahh la la la....
just 2 more days and the year ends..
6 more days til school restarts
10 more months till stpm
and 12 more months to freedom =)

as i look back into the year..
realising how many stupid things i have done
stupid decisions
stupid attitudes
stupid actions and words
and seeing myself falling away from God
sin after sin

as i look back into the year
realising how many times i disappointed people
realising how many times i have been disappointed
the heart breaks
the broken-ness
the shattering
the falling
then stupid freak attempts
the guilts and tears

as i look back into the year
realising how everything important is starting to fall
bit by bit
the torture

i remember it was this time of the year when i was partying like crazy
thinking there was no more school life..
i spent my 7 months of holidays without burden
i went out and enjoyed myself
being happy and hanging out with friends almost everyday
thinking back..
i could have done so many things during those 7 months
i could have made them meaningful
i could have made them memorable
but i didnt

sometime along the months i was broken
things happened and i was crushed
break after break
shatter after shatter
and to make them worse
other things had to happen
you would wonder how could one take on so many in one time
and i was beyond crushed

and as the year came to the mids
i was forced into form 6
i remember i fought so hard to get out
i never had a moment of fun
i envied my cousin who managed to get out of form 6
and i pitied myself
looking at the pitiful and pathetic state i was in
i hated school
i would hate sleeping at night coz i knew that when i wake up
i would have to face another day in school
i had no friends
i had no goal
i would come back everyday from school sulking
i would lose my temper very easily
and i always blamed my parents for putting me there
many nights i cried and cried
but to no avial
i was still stuck in form 6
until today i have not accepted the fact that i am in form 6
i was actually given a choice but i just knew God wanted me in form 6
but still.. im sulking

just a few weeks back i realised
who am i in BB?
the many things i do
the sweat and toil i put in
the many arguments and fights
the sacrifices and time
to be jeered at
laughed at..
all the work i did was shadowed
and no one noticed
but one mistake i'm noticed and pushed down

sighh... what a year..

but as i look back into the year
realising the many happy moments
the many meaningful moments
the many worth it times
the many times when i had fun
when i felt loved
how many times have i overlooked them
all because they were hidden behind those gloomy days
how many times i would cry over a bad moment
when i could have smiled and moved on with life
i mean..
where is the jist of life when there are no ups and downs
those are the things that make life interesting
those are the things which will teach us to be strong
those are the things that will mold us to be better people

as the year comes to an end
beautiful things do happen
tho crazy and shattering things still happen
but with these beautiful things that happened and is happening
its really like a beautiful closure

so what can i do but thank?
im thankful i had many true friends that walked me thru
im thankful that God had made things possible this year
and im thankful that i will still have this bunch of friends to walk me thru the years to come
and im gratefully thankful that i will still have God to guide and bring me thru my years to come


so here i stand
ready to face 2009.

post 111

NCO Christmas Dinner is over..
Dress shopping and choosing dilemma is over...
and overall...
i enjoyed it..
and yup... FOR ONCE... I'm glad i listened to ka weng
at the beginning i actually lost my mood on going..
didn't want to face some ppl
didn't want to go for some gathering
but in the end i went
and i really enjoyed it...
it was good and awesome
but esther couldn't make it..
ish...
miss her but oh well...
mark too didnt make it...
U MISS A LOT MAN!!!

Anyway... been thinking a lot these days..
and someone gave me this metaphor..
People are sometimes the worst sort of investments. High commitments, low returns.
So true...
and it has been proven in my life..
still proving..
oh well... we'll just see if the interest rate goes up lah..

Since my blog isn't updated for LONG... so i thought i'd do my overdue tags..

Name: eunice amelia lim yun li ( maybe its time i told ppl my true name ey? )

Nickname: dory

Marital status: too young to be married =P

Gender: female.

Age: 18 and partying

Piercings: none ( la la la )

Right or left: right

Are you a freak: everyone has their moments , quote alison marlin kong

Hair: brownish-black.

Allergic: egg and annoying ppl

What are you doing now: doing this tag

What will you do 1 hour later: sleeep. er.. dunno

What will you do 10 years later: erm.. doing what God wants me to =)

Live with mother/father/parents: both papa and mama

Siblings(including you): my twin sisters, adelyn and adelle..

Love/hate your family: there are moments =D

THE LOVE

You found your another half: too early to tell..

If yes, who is he/she: hahahahah!

Did anything wrong to your other half: bi ba bu

what was/were the wrong(s) you had done: la de dummsss

Ever argued with your other half: pom pom chak!

You have been with your other half since: bi la bi la bong bong

Are you straight/Lesbo: BOTH!!!!

Reasons you love your other half: bam bam bam!

You and your other half are in which stage: gu gu ga ga

Ever think of marrying him/her: na na ni bu bu

Lip or eyes: eyes

Hugs or kisses: both

Shorter or taller: taller.
Hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous

Nice stomach or nice arms: hmm...

Listener or talker: both

Romantic or rich: romantic

Good wife or Good mother: me? i hope to be both..

THE FRIENDS

Your first best friend: crystal cha

Your first enemy: lol.. case sensitive..

The friend(s) you love the most: ask me and i will tell u

Your most beautiful girl friend: huey sing =) only had one.. no choice =P

Your most handsome: most handsome fren ar... hmm... richard?

The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: fakers and flirters

The kind of boy/man you hate the most: ask me la

Have you ever fallen in love with your close friend before: ask me la

Your best friend is your ex-lover: well he doesn't know he is one of my best friends but yea.. =)

If your friend betrays you: i would be dissappointed and upset.


If your friend woos your lover: er.. i'll leave both of them?

If your friend falls in love with you: i know im lovable =)

If you fall in love with your best friend: then like that lor..


THE FUTURE

Age to get married: 26 or 27.. depends on God really..

Numbers of kid(s): 2

Career: something i love

Salary: i love shopping =P

Retirement age: when i want to

Wishes:ask me la

people i tag.

YOU...


10 weird things, habits and little facts about me.

Rules and regulations:
Each player of this game start off with 10 weird things, habits and little known facts about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a post on their own 10 weird things, habits and little known facts as stated in this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I dance in my room
2. I love my friends so much to the extend that sometimes i love them more than myself =X
3. I love drinking milk
4. I dream to be an orchestra conductor or music arranger or be in an orchestra
5. I love sleeping on ppl, especially is they have a soft stomach
6. I manja a lot and i love hugs and kisses..
7. I actually like hiking and outdoor camping
8. I tend to worry and overwork myself sometimes
9. I dislike people who betrays my trust and most importantly, lie and fakes to me
10. When im angry or upset, i don't like people asking me more than twice. I tell if i want to.

DONE!
happy now ka weng???

so down...
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i lost something which means so much to me
something my girlfriend gave me
and now i can't find it
where oh where are you?
=''(
sighhhh........

i hate fakers
note: HATE

I Don't Think I Have To

blog about Awards Camp coz girlfriend already did it.
but i will blog on my views and opinions and feelings and happenings on my side.

Awards Camp was on the 30th Nov. When the camp was first promoted, i had no intention or whatsoever to go. I actually refused to go eventho some actually asked me to. And a ever-so-caring parents was calling me for the details. Anyway, a week after Worship Rally, Mdm Mag called me and asked me if i could go for the camp. In my head i was , NO!!! but Mdm reasoned that she needed an older female to go and watch over the girls as none of the young Madams could go. So there, i was cornered. And i think you can guess how i ended up in the bus and the yucky campsite which is infested with annoying, i repeat, ANNOYING mosquitoes AND a handful of people. I was practically sulking and was not in a very good mood. Tambahan pula, when i reached the campsite, and realised that there was where i was going to spend 3 nights, my mood seriously went LOW. And the fact that a kind of expected thing would happen happened seriously brought me to my lowest. And the food, GOSH.

Anyway, i was smsin wit Ka Weng, Esther and Carmen to complain and release my anger and boredom coz i just couldnt see how worst my life could be. Tho i just kept smiling at the tau geis and hid my moping behind the smile, i seriously wished i could go home. Went about some the activities. And finally, sleep time. And since the other two LOSER LAME helpers decided to sleep in the dorm, i convinced myself that it wouldn't be too bad to sleep in tents and also it was my responsibility to make sure the campers are alright and sleeping. I have no idea why but somehow when i kno i have a duty, i tend to sleep very lightly. So that resulted to waking up at every feet shuffling sound ( which turned out to be ka weng's annoying relatives ) and any other sound which needed my attention. Such an annoying thing. So i didn't really sleep well and breakfast was a disaster. There were still stuff in my head and i was still in the constant low mood. During the kayaking session, i ha my own kayak. So i started paddling like mad just to release some venting out anger and hurt. The day went by, sometimes filled with laughter, but also filled with other emotions.

During the camp, Mdm Mag came to visit. Dunno why but i was relieved when she came.

Also, i got GB-ed by the girls JUST COZ I DIDNT WANT TO GO FOR THAT FREAKIN SUPER HIGH KILLING ADSEILIN MACHINE!! They cornered me, tackled the harness into me and as i have just given up on fighting back, the LOVELY army officer scolded them for the noise and play. HAHAHAHA! I was SAVED!

Oh and also, there was this Salty Wet Officer ( Ham Sap ) that kept calling me Swee Swee Lan. Have no idea why and he kept saying ' may i help you ' and ' i follow you ' . ARGH. ANNOYING MALE HOMOSAPIEN.

Sooner later, the last night came. Everyone was either being LOA, adventurous, heroic or piggy. For a few of us, namely SJ, HS, TF and i sat in our tent to talk. MANY ANNOYING BRATS came to try to overhear and they started coming up with shitty rumours and stuff. But well, besides those, that night was the one time i actually enjoyed the camp. We talked many things, shared secrets and gossiped. Soon we started sleeping on each other until the guys felt like sleeping and they went back to their respective tents. I went to sleep. At least i tried coz i was wondering if the other members were okay. But after a few minutes, i was like, wth. And soon i fell asleep for the first time without waking up to stupid sounds. And that resulted in oversleeping and missing breakfast.

I slept in the bus all the way back.

When we reached KL, i realised i had no transpot home or whatsoever. So i was like OH CRAP!! And Ian's car was already full and Daniel was going to some Catholic thingy. Then Mdm Mag came to my rescue. Before leaving, Mdm Mag wanted to make sure most of them have already gone home. Mdm Sho came too and soon the Mdms and Mr Yong and a few of us started chit chatting while waiting. And finally, we left. Mdm brought us to lunch and paid for us. So SWEET LAR MADAM. Had fun talking with the rest. Then we went back to my place. Tim slept on the recliner chair and gf slept on my bed. Reason being gf was staying over and Tim was joining us for dinner before going home. So after waking up from my long awaited undisturbed sleep, we went for dinner. Went home and KNOCKED OUT!

So that was practically my side of the story. I didn't really enjoy the camp ( partially coz i didnt participate in the activities and my mood was low ) but i learned a few survival stuff and how to burn my hand and also had some good bonding session. Overall, i think the camp rocked awesomely despite the notches and bumps.