i hate school

im currently craving for fried chicken
not the kfc ones tho
=D

NO SCHOOL TOMOLO!!
i mean im not going la...
ehehehehehe!!!
i is loving myself so much..

btw..jaja..i wrote another letter to you!
hehehe...
trying to send it thru the fastest mail
coz i want it to get there before ur exams are over
or are they already over?
i'd be -.-''''
hehehheehe...
love you jaja =)

on the 18th of july
went to sleep very early because i was unhappy
i just slumbered on the floor
right after i came back from the drill and all
washed my face
went straight to my room
changed my clothes
and slept on the carpet
because i was unhappy
don't ask me why
then in the morning
my father came in
and gave me this


and on the back it wrote from hong kong

i guessed it was something i ordered form ebay

so i quickly went to take my morning shower

did my usuals

got ready for school and then

i opened it

and wala!

finally!

it came!!!

hehehehhee!!

i was overjoyed..

i mean..

after a depressing night

something tht u have been waiting for came

i was so excited and started putting the pieces together

and yes..i was late for school

hehehhee!

but yea..this is what i got

not the ipod la..
the ipod is mine
but yeap..
i got the cover i was hunting for
then when i walked back from school
was kinda unhappy from school
was demotivated
and was just so tired and unhappy
and i just wanted to fall on to the floor
then as i reached the lift
i just felt a urge to check the post box
so i did
i saw something which excited me
and since i hadnt the key with me
i stuffed my hand right into the post box
without thinking how i was going to get it out
hehehehe..
then i pulled this out
well..after tugging and all
i managed to get my hand out la
so yeap..
i got this out

and i saw these words

i went head over heels

as gf would say

i flipped

it finally came!!

the thing i had been waiting and saving and fighting for

it came

so i rushed home

made arrangements

grabbed kw and went to the post office

and got this package

i was so happy

i was so so so happy

that i forgot all my frustrations and tears

when i got this

i prayed to thank God

as u can see
the box is a lil dented
but i didnt care..

hehehehe
i cared what was inside
and this
was inside

it really made my day
eventho it had some unpleasant events
but it just made me so
i dont know how to describe
all i can say is
thank You Lord
u guys may ask what this has to do with Him
but to me
after such a bumpy week
when ur emotions just takes a tumble
and so many troubles, frustrations and tears
so much pressure and decisions
and when u feel as if everybody has left you
that u have been replaced
and then God just puts those lil thrills into your life
which just turns ur frown into a very sincere smile
it just takes away those negatives
i mean
God knew the notice was in the post box
God knew it and he urged me to go check
and there it was
eventho i have been praying for His comfort
i think He did
by these
they may be things of the world
but im sure he arranged it all
thank You Daddy

I really Love You
Daddy, You are so magnificent
and knowing You remember me
its so comforting =)

gah..tags..this gf of mine..grr..and i still got some tags in line to do..lol..
well..here goes..

6 things I am passionate about:
1. music
2. God
3. ppl i love
4. cooking?
5. BB
6. heaven =D

6 things I say too often:
1. la la la
2. lol
3. girlfriend
4. wtheck?
5. (baby language)
6. er..

6 books I've read recently:
1. ma bible

my freakishly thick form 6
2. chem book
3. bio book
4. PA book
5. Math book
6. er.. PDL

6 songs I could listen to over & over again:
1. lost without you by jaci valaquez
2. melodi by sheila majid and lim somehting something
3. glorify your name
4. untitled by ayumi hamasaki
5. together when by ayumi hamasaki
6. the song gf wrote for me ;)

6 things I've learnt in the past year:
1. God is always by my side
2. decisions now can determine my future
3. always read my bible and pray everyday
4. how to love a girl
5. friends stick by you during whatever times, but true friends bring you thru whatever times
6. sometimes pretense is the best solution

6 people to tag:
1. anyone
2. who
3. wants
4. to
5. do
6. this

la la la..hehehe..
oh and i love my girlfriend
and edson
and alison

i have a girlfriend..
wow..

hehehe!
i want a nice white belt!!
la la la..
and ka weng
I HATE YOU

violin dream
or
goodbye shithole form 6

The Pencil Maker takes the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box, he says to the pencil,

"There are 5 things you need to know, he told the pencil, before i send you out into the world. Always remember, and never forget, and you will be the best pencil you can be."

1. You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone's (your Maker's) hand. (or it can be interpreted as being submissive to your leaders or parents or whoever you're supposed to be submitted to.)
2. You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil.
3. You will be able to correct the mistakes you will make.
4. The most important part of you will always be what's inside.
5. On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write."


From: Ps. Chok TK

took this from xin wei's blog.
very motivating.
especially for me.

going school tml somemore..
ish..

NO SCHOOL TOMOLO!!!
NO SCHOOL!!
I LOVE MYSELF!!
*grins*

i should go for camps every week
hehhehe...
drill camp was great..
had much much fun
bonded with esther
she ar..
*stares*
lol..still love her

jaja is studying as usual
well..at least she better be
love her so darn much
and no..jaja is no typo..

gf!
love you to the max max!
i am speechless with love...
aww..
hehehhee!

edson!
*hugs*

no school tml
but got bb
well
it ain't as bad as school
hehehe
got camp
well..
at least its something to look forward to
instead of the boring shithole
hehehehe...
i love myself

gah
got stupid shithole school later
*pouts*

didn't go school again today
hehehe
but tml got to go school...*pout*
oh well..it ends at 12.30 anyway
hehehe
cant wait for drill camp tho
ehehehe
a time for me to release stress..
hehehe
oh well..
la la la
i MISS ALISON MARLIN KONG
hehehe...
faster come back !!
ish..dec is so far away...

IM NOT GOING SCHOOOOOLLLL TOMOLO!!!!!!!
bla blu bli blo!!!
wusha wusha
*does war dance*
*jumps around*
*skips around*
*fall flat on the floor*
wait..i take tht back..
i don't want another spine disc problem..
*crushes the papers*
*writes schoooolllll succkkkksss*
rbvliervbirlbvkjfehvbehfv


i love myself...

and since im ponteng-ing school tml.
i shall ayumi-fy this post!!
wahahahahah!!!
ayumi hamasaki.
born on the 2nd oct 1978
birth place was fukuoka!!
my hometown...*smiles*
likes white..
i dont like white just coz she likes white btw *stares*
she is 156cm
hahahaha!! shorty!
ops.. im suppose to be loving ayumi
hehehe....oooo!!! so tall!!!
hhehehe
erm..she likes kimchi
i dont
erm...she is japanese
i'm also one but not full...
hmm..what else
oh!
PICTURES!!!
i'm gonna AYUMI-FY this post remember?!?!
ok.. pictures!!

no..ayumi is not a homo

didnt bother uplaoding too many or sorting them out...hehehehe..

ayumi ...

gah....

btw..did you know she is actually half deaf..

hahahahaha

yup..

i ADMIRE her..

ga ga ga
today
went to school
meet with ct
lol..
i was quite late so he was also late
coz he didnt want to go alone
so cute..
and his hair was long long
so kena scolding
lol...
then the shooting time came
gah!
had to act like good student
and all
then suddenly teacher asked the iris and i to surf 'the net'
we were like..er..
okay......
so we went down
then she accidentally clicked a windows media player file
then we suddenly got sound
and then we quickly off and laughed
then we started talking in canto
but it was muet class
and the teacher was right behind us
so we were like..
ops...
lol...
this was the first day i actually laughed so much
coz after the shooting we had free time
so we started talking about the driving things
and we were talking bout the experiences
so funny la
sigh
but its all gonna go coz when lessons start
gah!

sigh
my sister was telling me about taylors
about their management thing
and she was asking me whether i wanted to study hotel management
and i was like
YES
and my dad was there
then i went to look at the stuffs
coz i HATE science
but in the end
excitement over nothing
still stuck in the sucky form 6
bah!
-.-''''
sigh...

i have totaly ayumi-fied my blog
LOL..
its kinda messy
but no time ade..
will make it less messy when i got time
hehehe..
ayumi and jaja motivates me
=D

sigh..
i really really hate form 6
gah..

today was really.. i dunno how to say
i was sitting alone
since my cousin managed to persuade her dad
and the other girl ee lein
didnt come..
i'm not sure if she went to coll too
sigh..
wish i could go to coll too
and the school now is in some sekolah cermelang thing
so these video and photography crew came
and for the first time
i did the stupid school cheer
they're coming again tml
didnt want to go school
but ct wants me to accompany him on his first day
not going to school on wed tho
hehehe..
did the class timetable for the class
wrote all the stuff just because i had nice handwritting
and ended up writing everything
bah!
my life is a rollercoaster
just tht it keeps going down
not up
oh well
at least i still have jaja to pull me up
=)

went for awakening for Jesus thing today
it was so powerful
evryone was practically crying!!
and 187 souls were saved!!
the angels must be praising now!
omg..it was so darn powerful!
i tell u..those who didnt make it..
YOU GUYS CAN REGRET !
omg..
this is the best and the most powerful ...i dun even kno how to describe it..
i dun even know what to call it
ah well..
if u are already saved..
its okay
but if u aren't..or not sure..
omg..u better hope theres more chances to come
my goodness..
i cant describe my feelings now
and seeing my friends push in to the circle!
and to see them pray and cry
omg..its..
undescribable
all i can say is
GOD IS AWESOME
AND PRAISE BE TO GOD..
because..the circle was already closed..
and my friends were still out there..
and i prayed..a lot of ppl prayed..and they managed to get in..
it was..
i cant describe
but anyhow.. to those who have yet to proclaim Jesus as their Lord and Saviour..
DO IT NOW!
when u have the chance
hell is real
thats all i can say
and no matter how much hardship and hurt and pain u r going thru on this earth
its nothing compared to hell
nothing

schools starting in 2 days
what a shithole like my cousin always say
and hooray for her she will be going somewhere else
and settling her transfer letter
gah...
why can't i do something i like and not follow my parents for once?
BAH!!!

dedicated to my beloved JaJa

I, Eunice Dory Lim, daughter of Daddy God Above, hereby promise to hold on to my words as long as i live and am able to. Following are the consents :-

1. I will NEVER stop mSging JaJa
2. I will NEVER stop LovinG JaJa
3. I will ALWAYS taLk to JaJa
4. I will NEVER ignore JaJa *unless she pisses me off which is highly doubted*
5. I will KEEP my promises to JaJa

Therefore as stated above, i HOLD these promises to my heart.

Yours Sincerely,
:)

just for you ;)

in hard times..everything is okay if u still have ur closest friend to talk to

its was 3 days...
3 days of raindrops..
the sun was hidden
covered by clouds
but today..
as i had a sudden craving
paradiso pizza!
went to order..
walked back..and when i opened my pizza..
i thought of the sun
raindrops were coming back
with thunder and lightning
but i took up courage
wrote a song and sent it thru the wind
and as i woke up from the nightmare i was having
the clouds were removed..
and the sun is up again in this world im living in :)

i love you edson .

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wahahahahaha!!!!!!!!
btw..
thanks Mark Tan yean cheen
for your help :)

4 more days..and i'll be back to the stupid eff-ing form 6
as if life weren't bad enough
grr..
pissed..

i refurnished my room!!!!!!!!
weee!!!!!!
well..i wish i could repaint it but ..
my parents will be like O.O!!
so yea..
didnt repaint my room..wanted to make it colourful..
anyway..
my room now has new curtains..
a carpet
a L shape table
a soon to have new 8 drawer cupboard
i hope..*begs mom*
hee..
and it has a salt lamp..
planning to get new sheets for my bed too..=P
and plannign to get those glow int he dark stars to stick on my wall or ceiling..
hehe
how crazy can i be..
no..
its called boredom..
hehehe
but all the moving of furniture really made me suffer
hehe..
the back pain.. gah!!
but at least ian came and help..
now the room looks so nice and cosy..hhehehe..
so warm..
did i tell u i removed all the stuff form my room and actually went on my knees
and scrubed and then wiped my floor til its so squeky clean..
so smooth..
*rolls about on the floor*
yea.. threw many things..
then after tht moved the furniture back..
and to sort out the pile of MY stuff..
it seemed neverending
i was like..
is it gonna end..
GAH!!!
and then...
WALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehhee..im so satisfied..
well..not really..
but at least it was better than before.. :)
well..
that was something to cheer me up..
and i drove ian's kembara!!
sorry ben..
but hehehehe!!!
=p

william see tow
you will be greatly missed..
i'll never forget the times you make me feel at home
thanks
i'm sorry i couldn't repay you
i'm sorry
i hope u r in a better place now