Worship Rally 2008

there.. finally a day where i have no activities on and i can blog about worship rally.
ii have written my thanks to God and others.
now its a time to write bout how it went.

few months ago
on the way to my grandma's place
i had an.. what do u call it..
inspiration?
i dunno..
but i smsed maka about it and we both were excited bout the idea
we brought it up to mdms and sirs
during that time we prayed hard
we prayed for the approval
we prayed for the success
and when we got the green light
i was overjoyed eventho the others weren't
i knew the obstacles and pain
but somehow the idea of being able to save more lives just brightened me up
so from there plans were made
things were organized
promotions were done

thru the time before the rally
many things happened
emotions were mixed
form 6 issues
many other issues which i will not state here
and during those times
when everything almost crashed down
God somehow always brought it back up
He always saves it before everything else goes
i remember where there was a big problem of the worship leader
and after praying
and many ppl which i thought was God's answers to my prayer came by
but in the end the weren't
and little did i know
the person i never thought off
was God's chosen one
i really doubted at first
was still doubting along the way
but as i was listening to the theme song
these words struck me
this is Your song, not mine
and i realized that it was His choice and will, not mine
so i submitted in the end
by and by, more problems came
and as i was working my ass off
emotional issues and evil temptations kept taunting me
and everytime an issue comes up i would feel like giving up
because i was so tired of it
i was very demotivated and i really doubted if WR would succeed..
and the biggest test of faith that i had was last week
i was worrying up and down, left and right over everything
and most importantly
the ppl coming
i was nervous and afraid
i was wondering what if nobody came
and bad news after bad news came
lotsa kl companies not coming due to their coy events
and 2 close ppl passed away
i really wanted to give up
but God held me up
he sent angels in the form of friends to lift me up
and that is why WR was a success
not because of the planning and organizing
but because of God's neverending guidance and support
He has never failed to pull me up
He has never failed to strengthen me
and best of all....
He knew i what i needed
and He provided

and as i look back now
i really am grateful
i would have never been able to fight off evil temptations
without God's strength
and without my friends
i would never have made it this far
and as i sat there during worship rally
tears flowed
to see the things we practiced come to pass
to remember all the hindrances tht came my way
like what KW said
it was really a test of faith
a test of our believe
a test on our trust
for in Him, nothing is ever impossible
for in Him, no weapon can form against me

Thank You Lord for leading this event.