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Can't sleep.. and since i have internet access in my room already.. thought i dedicate a post to someone i treasure and is really precious to me...besides huey sing , i have never really dedicated a whole post to someone else before.

so i want to dedicate this post ( or u can just say compliment and write ) about this certain someone. details?



age: 19+

Height: taller than me

location: Adelaide

Nickname: mommy alison, Marlin, marlly, jaja =)



hehehe..the person reading about this should know its about her already

i recieved your letter today!!

gosh.. i don't know how i'm gonna reply or even write?! so many things happened and i don't even know what to do about them. but you will no matter what recieve my letter =) your letter really made my low low day into one high one! i was so happy the whole time and i was smilling the whole way while reading it. it even gave me appetite!!!! hehehe! lol.. anyway...



this person im writing about is undescribable. i don't even know what to write about her actually. its the fact tht she is so special and unique and so ( i dont know what word to use ) makes me speechless. but nevertheless, i will write something about her.



let's sart from how i know her. i first knew of her existance when she became my assistant cg lead. as im not very active in yc, im more to cm, i only knew her then. when i first met her, i thought, ooo.. cool.. lol.. i never really liked cg leaders ( no offence ).. coz i never like the pricking and prodding.. so i never payed any attention to her and just had fun in my own world. then an email came and i saw her email add. so i just added her on msn and never really bothered. somehow we started talking. and smsing. and lol.. as time flew pass she became more than a assistant cg lead, cg lead and friend. i don't even know how it happened. she became someone i could always turn to. in spite her being very different from my world and vice versa. we somehow just.. i dont know what word to use.. lol...so yea..thts how i remembered knowing her.



as we grew closer, i recieved terrible news. she was gonna fly to adelaide and leave me behind =( lol..i mean she was going there for her studies. and i was actually very disappointed and sad ( yes marlly.. i actually cried =P) coz everytime someone goes overseas..its quite impossible to keep tht closeness and all.. and i really look up to her..so i was so afraid of losing this friend.. before going, she gave me a letter, a planner, a green pen, and 8 fishes ( which im still trying my best to keep them alive ) hehehehee.... the letter and another one is in my other private notebook.. so anyway.. she flew over and i was left here. but somehow i dunno why..we grew closer despite the distance. the things shared over msn, sms and letters. she really amazes me. if theres one friend i would actually sacrifice for, no need to look around or think super hard. here is tht friend. =) yes marlly, you mean tht much to me. she made a great impact in my life. so great i don't know how to describe or ever repay!!! she was the one tht was there when everyone else failed me. and i really mean everyone else. i remember i was so down one time. and i couldnt talk to anybody coz either i wasn't on good terms with them or i couldn't trust them enough. and i was lying on my bed just letting tears flow down and was so low. silly thoughts came in and stupid decisions were being made. and suddenly a msg came. i didnt want to look at first. but somehow something prompted me to read it. and when i opened it. it really made me smile.. i actully smiled in the middle of crying. who else would tht msg be from? hahahaha... her timing.. so good.. or is it a God-thing? only God knows.



marlly, you are the only.. and i really mean only.. the only one person i believe when you say forever. i never believed anyone when they said those mushy forever stuff.. coz somehow i know no matter how much they mean it..or if they say it lightly, it'll take too much effort to keep tht word.. and too many have already failed me. i didnt believe marlly at first. but somehow as time passed, she really is beginning to prove it to me. tht it is possible =) thanks marlly. you really make my days worth living in.. well..of course God is the reason. but i'm sure he put you in my life for a reason. and believe me, everytime i start thinking something stupid, the thought of you makes me think twice before making a stupid decision. tho sometimes it doesn't work. but heheheheh.....it helped a lot. like when i was making a decision on you know what. if u didnt msg me tht time. i would have made a stupid decision. ask me later and i will let u know which. =)



lol..if i keep typing, this wont end or it will take me thru all night.. which is something i would rather write on paper and send it to you. heheehhe! anyway.. cut the long long story short

i just wanna tell everybody and you

that i LOVE YOU. there.. i won't write all those mushy mushy stuff coz i kno you already know how much i love you.. rite? hahaha... can't wait for u to come back in dec. and yes.. i want tht real and emphacized hug! u take care k ? don't sleep too late or i willl have a panda instead of a fish. anything else i will write them to you.. they are our secrets which i wouldnt want to blog about..lol! theres so many things i wanna tell you..but be patient!! it will come soon!!! eheheh!!!

*hugssss*



p/s Dear Father Daddy God above,

Please protect this friend of mine wherever she goes, whatever she does and whenever she needs your magnificent protection and grace. Give her the strength and endurence she needs as she goes along her path of life, the path of life that You have prepared for her. Bless her the way she has blessed me and beyond. May You shine so brightly in her life that she may be a walking testimony to You and that she may be a blessing to others as well. Grant her Your mercies and Love so great she cannot imagine! keep her safe and loved. =) In Jesus name i pray, Amen.